sophomore year, has been stressful. The first semester of the year i just wanted to cry 90% of the time. With a lot of new classes and keeping up with work and homework, I didn't know what I was doing with my life. I seriously don't remember what I did!! My school has this website where grades go up so you can check them constantly. My goal for the year was to get all 90's so I would be checking constantly. Towards the end I kept seeing just 80's, I seriously cried, because I felt like I tried so hard it was for nothing! when I got my actual report card everything was a 90 except for chemistry (considering on 8 people passed that class out of 60, its an accomplishment). Turns out teachers hadn't updated the site, I stressed and cried for nothing. I made deans list and I was student of the month for January.
The point of this is just, its worth it at the end! If you set a goal for yourself and actually accomplish it, it feels so great at the end (seriously when i got my report card I just thought, fuck being humble, HA BITCHES I'M SO POPPIN!!! I also said it out loud, oops). I felt like giving up soooo many times. I got use to it, always doing my work, doing all my homework. Now I cry if i don't do a homework because I feel so bad about myself.
Now I have to work on doing my household chores.
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